I really don't want to be big today.

I can't stop thinking about how much I would like to be smol with a bunch of friends and be chaotic and silly. Play pretend, play house with our plushies, make up a story and draw it poorly together, and run around in cute clothes that make us feel pretty and little and just having a shameless good time being comfortable with eachother.

And you know what would be the cherry? Having someone watching us over. Someone that likes us being like that and makes us do little things to keep us in the mood. No phones, no serious topics. Telling us to wash our hands before eating, to pick up our toys, that asks if we have to go to the potty, and handles us sliced fuit bowls and overall engages with us. That would be stupidly validating to be honest.

Anyway, at least I can work while hugging my plushies.