so… this is hard for me, but i’m starting to think it may be time to consider getting a permanent wheelchair. i have a loaner. it’s old, squeaky, judging by weight it’s apparently made of lead.

google seems lousy with enshittified ad pollution.

anyone out there have any good info/advice/love of a particular chair?

also any advice for coming to grips with this transition in my mobility would be greatly appreciated.

plz boost if you can.

it’s difficult to overstate how tough it’s been to deal with limited mobility. hiking and cycling used to be such a fundamental part of my life.

i can still walk. but barely. the break in my hip may heal but will come with some chronic pain and the nerve damage in the other hip is permanent.
i can still cycle but only on level ground for short distances. i still love it, but it’s not the same.

and so, here i am…
to be able to do more without assistance a chair might be more useful than a cane.

@isaiah I am sorry to hear this. I would have a hard losing my ability to walk/run. Exercise is so important. Even if you have to take a chair don't give up on getting around.

@Eggfreckles i gave up on most “getting around” about 7 or 8 years ago. i can do some things, just not too much. the more i do the larger the cost — measured in units of chronic pain.

fortunately for me i exercised enough for a few lifetimes by the time i hit 30. and even after that, after my big accident, i still had another ten years of backpacking. just a bit more limping on each trip.

now moving hurts. yep… pretty much all moving. walking around a grocery store is a big ask.

@Eggfreckles i know it’s not healthy to not move — but there are no real alternatives. and there are no treatments for severred nerves other than treating the symptoms. that means pain killers and nerve deadening — pretty terrible stuff.

i still ride my bike occasionally. and i still swim occasionally. both hurt, sometimes, maybe most times, it hurts a lot. so i can’t do either very often — but hurt less than any other moving — so i’m choosing to hang on to them for as long as i can.

@isaiah @Eggfreckles I’m so sorry, Isaiah. Chronic pain is no fun.