The dream was to spend today as Jen Walters but this girl chickened out before she even bought the necessary items to supplement her figure and dress herself. (Still all in my cart, natch)
So I sit in my cube at the office and lament my cowardice.
And then draw myself in said outfits. As I do.
(Tagging @Terra cause she's awesome and also enjoys She Hulk.)
#transgender #TransArtist #DrawnOnMyPhone #MastoArt #FediArt #drawing #DigitalArt #SheHulk #JenWalters #cosplay
@SummerKnight *offers hugs if wanted*
You'd have looked amazing, but not being able to do it doesn't make you a coward.
@SleepyCatten @Terra thank you, Evie. It feels like not demanding what I want from certain parties, even if it created conflict, is avoidant at best and cowardly at worst.
Every time I bring up a femme costume (for ren fair, Halloween etc) I get shut down hard. So I have just stopped asking.
And maybe that means I need to start telling. But that's not gonna go well either.
Im just sad. Thanks for the hugs
@SummerKnight *offers even more hugs*
I hope you're able to start telling others what you need, even if it goes against their wants.
You only get one life: you deserve to be happy as yourself 
Katie (pen for hire)
SleepyCatten