Does anybody else think about training somebody to be willing to die for you?
In my mind, I train a slave to cuff their wrists behind their back and slip a noose around their necks and put themselves in a position where, if I don't do anything, they'll slowly choke to death.
To understand that all it would take for me to be done with them is to choose not to save their life, like I've done a hundred times before.
I've done a couple things kind of analogous to this, but not really.
Handing a slave pills to swallow in a TPE dynamic, without letting them know (or ask) what they are. Usually weed or vitamins or asprin.
Breath play, where they fantasize about (and consent to) me killing them. At least in fantasy.
But neither of those really seems to do the disposability thing I'm looking for.
There are obviously some safety concerns here.
Part of the reason I haven't tried this is that I would want to be able to keep a good eye on somebody for a few days after an experience like this to make sure they didn't spiral.
Which means being able to keep them, potentially against their will.
Which means probably taking a week off work. Or coming up with a comfortable, but secure setup for long term bondage.
But also, it's something I would want to foreshadow early in a relationship instead of just adding it to a pre-existing TPE.
I don't really want to just staple "by the way, sign this suicide note for me and step into this noose" onto an existing dynamic.
Man, just imagine a slave who has:
- Signed over all finances;
- Provided you a near infinite amount of blackmail, including a ton of potential porn, and signed a model release;
- Signed a suicide note, and ritualistically practiced dying for you;
- Practiced being rented out by you, without specifically knowing for how long or if this time they've been sold permanently.
Just, like, four layers of overlapping disposability and permanent control.
Then I can take advantage of at least one of those if I eventually get bored of the slave.
And they know I will.
So they know it's really really important that they make sure I never get bored of them.
@slave_islar I think from a dominant perspective, the biggest risk is the ritualized practice suicide than anything else.
That seems like something you really would not want to do exposure therapy with. Like it might lead to an accident.
The note just seems like a fun exercise in emotional sadism. See if I could have it stained with real tears.
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Islar