It's wild how after cops raid your house on false pretenses and violate every civil rights in the book with no repercussions you have a tendency to have recurring thoughts about cops swinging from lampposts and traffic lights.
@OptimisticCommunist glad to know I'm not alone
Alienation and isolation from being stuck in rural (and I mean fuckin RURAL) south with this kind of ptsd and no one to relate to at all had me convinced I'm just.... insane.
Glad to know I'm not alone.