It’s weird to me the level of deranged guilt her diary entries show.

We are responsible for our actions. I just wonder wtf was going on in her head that allowed her to keep doing it. She hated herself for it. Like a lot.

This is a mental health issue and we need better mental health care options, preferably free.

There’s a big fucking difference between “i hate myself and want to die” and “might murder a half dozen babies this month”.

I think you might be asking a bit much of public mental health care, yeah?