@ITOmarHernandez This is seriously how I live my life - how I have always lived my life.

When people look at something I do and say "Oh, I could never do that..." it astonishes me. I tell them that they definitely can do those things, but I think perhaps there's this inner pressure that they need to immediately do things well for that thing to be worthwhile. That pressure is destructive. If I'm good at things, it was either accidentally, or it was a product of a lot of experience doing that one specific thing because I liked it and didn't care how much I sucked.