Lemmy users who feel the heaviness of depression, what issue in your life weighs you down the most?

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Lemmy users who feel the heaviness of depression, what issue in your life weighs you down the most? - lemm.ee

Nothing, really. Which is the worst part. My life is objectively good, nothing extra fancy, but nothing really bad either. Doesn’t change the fact that everything feels shitty. I hate this the most - I’m long past the events that caused my depression, yet it’s still here as a reminder.
What part of your life do you consider its luckiest circumstance?