Feeling of finally finding a citation I've been looking for for SEVEN YEARS! Hunting down a thing I heard about in a lecture 20+ years ago from a historian now, alas, no longer with us. But I found it! And now I'm so giddy I can't think about anything else! (No I won't say what it was -- spoilers)
Does it seem to you it's gotten a lot harder to find academic references online than it was 10 years ago? More recently I've found attempts to search things often end up at one or another paywall, university or publisher, without enough details to be sure paying would get me the thing I'm trying to find.