DEPRESSING the keys;
ANXIOUSLY double checking for no security holes;
SOCIALLY using AWK, sed and cat;
INTROVERSION, the latest, hip, source code versioning tool;
And COWARDSAY, to humourously display Wanda the Fish’s wisdom through an avatar of Brave, Brave Sir Robin.
It’ll get better as you grow older, the social part of it I mean. Depression can stick for a long time and also be lifted one day without you noticing