noah is exhausted 💤me while actively having emotional flashbacks: never trust how you feel about yourself after 9pm. never trust how you feel about yourself after 9pm.
i hate when everything hits so hard all at once and all i can do is hold on for the ride and hope i don't remember anything in the morning. i hate when the voices in my head tell me i shouldn't ask for help or even vent in my own spaces. i hate remembering why the voices are like this. the people who hurt me like this.