In the same boat as a lot of people right now, looking inward and feeling a little silly about where I sit on social media use.

Obviously, I use it a lot, and yeah it was mostly Twitter. But that's because most of the people I know use it, and those are the people I want to check up on. The funny, profound, interesting and beautiful people I've spent years finding and connecting with. I love what the Fediverse is, but none of my people are interested in Fedi at all. That puts me between a rock (staying on Twitter, engaging with more hateful content, drowning in ads, victim to the horrible never-ending revolving onslaught of bullshit,) and a hard place, (readjusting to a new social media platform.)

I'm happy with Calckey, but a lot of what drew me in is just out of reach. I'm still waiting for post migration, even though I know its coming, I want to hold onto the memories from my old mastodon posts and especially my tweets over the years. And as much as I understand the need to defederate with new platforms like Threads, that drives even more crap between me and the people I want to be connected to. That said, I saw this little post the other day and I'm still coming to terms with how it makes me feel.

It totally applies to this. I might be closing myself off to newer, better things by clinging to the past and trying to dredge up the things I remember fondly. It's just a hard pill to swallow, for me anyways.

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It makes me really sad to say that even after all this, I'm now considering jumping over to another calckey server, one without as many outages. I'd just like to be able to use it on the regular without all the hiccups.

Though I love calckey.social, and I want to see them get it up and running proper, at this point in time I'm really just trying to establish myself in one place, y'know?
#Fediverse #Calckey #Migration #Twitter