so sorry I can’t come today I have to suffer the horrors at home by myself
@meowww the horrors are a thing we (those who experience it) share. Don’t be misled by them. They are figments. Your existence is vital and legit.
I am literally having a terrible day for my interior dialogue. It’s _bad_. But I _know_ that it will pass. Most likely with a decent night’s sleep. And I know in my heart that the desire to destroy any and every thing is tied to a part of my brain which just does not function the way the majority of human being’s brains do.
It’s not a thing worthy of your attention, outside of what is necessary to keep you happy and functional.
I just literally feel this post, so much today. I have been grossly more self-absorbed than I find acceptable. I am not at my best. And you know what? Where you are is where you are. There is no fault in having your feelings and there never was, because you are ok.
I just feel like if we were being honest, we’d all be looking at this.