No problem. We lived though it. So many of us have. You can, as they say “set your watch to it” for how common it is for Autists to have this kind of doubt.
https://twitter.com/autismsupsoc/status/1558083820905283588?s=46&t=ue1IutWwnOyX_9gMWlh-oA
🌟Autistic Voices United (El:Head Writer) on Twitter
“the Autistic community is a gravity well that burns away Allistic behaviors the closer you get to the stellar furnace. If your core is Allistic, you burn up completely (you flee) If your core is Autistic, your Allistic shell burns away leaving your Autistic core revealed.”