Might finally learn what it's going to take to design and sew my own sports bras.

Cute light support sports bra for smallish cup size and large band size basically doesn't exist, and frankly the search for such gives me more feelings of dysphoria than just taking matters into my own hands. And while I'm at it I might as well do my best to minimize the sensory issues as well.

OTOH, despite all the discouragement from the fashion industry, I am still intent on growing more shoulder muscle.

I still don't quite understand how most women don't want to have visibly-muscular shoulders. As soon as I started to alleviate some other body dysphoria, I was like SHOULDERS FUK YEAH
@recursive I was thinking transition things and my brain is like but i don't wanna lose muscle mass i like having those!
@chipperdoodles it's certainly a lot more effort to get the same amounts of muscle!
@recursive with my difficulties with executive function the need to workout more is definitely a daunting idea