Thinking this morning about gender euphoria vs dysphoria... For a long long time, I just used fantasizing of being a girl as escapism. But there was also fantasizing of being myself as my AGAB as an escapist life so I didn't think too hard about it...

BUT, on reflection... even those I would fantasize as turning into a girl every so often, for a short while... And even for those short periods, I would definitely imagine my behavior as different... as euphoric