Adrian Tepes 
guts in a suit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his outfit with the hat oh my god I'm so jealous
if you twisted my arm and forced me to kin a berserk character it would be judeau
im not crying you're crying (forest scene)
judeau looks like the first hero portrait in Shining Force 2
I'm so glad they did get together even if it makes it weird they have that bit of untainted joy for however long
kinda fucked up that I'm jealous of fictional characters liking each other but 🙃
"which one are you jealous of" all three of them
when i'm explaining to a former coworker how far i am and he goes "oh, it gets so much worse" 😭
what the fuck yeah he was fucking right what the fuck
he goes
he does the
he
berserk
ah, this was more upsetting than it seemed at the time!
self care protocols initiated
i guess you could say i want guts to attack and dethrone god
communist reading of berserk where griffith represents the horrors of neoliberalism
i changed my phone background to a panel from the manga back when the band of the hawk was like, in the king's good graces and OH BOY am i basically emotionally jumpscaring myself every time I look at my phone now lmfao
weirdly I'm almost enjoying my suffering, it's got an element of my own control to it so it's.... different, you know?
it's this one which in my defense stylistically is an amazing phone background