I said to myself...
"I don't think that shooting at people is a reasonable expectation. Somehow I go through each day without a gun battle."
"The danger to my family goes way up with firearms in the house. Kids get shot. Guns are trouble. I know this. I see this."
"Why did I think otherwise? What influenced me? Where did I get that dangerous self-concept?"
"Let a change begin with me."
Then I turned in my two firearms to be destroyed.
Years ago.