One LassThat was bleak. I hope something breaks your way. I had a 2 yr stretch like that.
It seemed endless. I’d like to say something broke my way that dispelled the feeling, but it didn’t. It just kinda dissipated and a kind of relentless stoicism took its place. Well, one thing changed. Moved to different house I chose because it had a nice view.
Sometimes I wonder if it was the prior house. Thought maybe it was haunted.Hope your illness has abated.Physical pain makes everything worse.