Daily #Tarot
Three card, Past/Present/Future:
Temperance, 5 of Wands (reversed), The Hermit.
This is an interesting one, & its taking some work to try to decode.
Past:Temperance as stability/stasis/equilibrium, which is where I've existed in recent times.
Present:5 Wands reversed: I don't know that I have a big 'internal conflict' but can say that I'm conflict/confrontation averse, though I haven't had much personal or interpersonal conflict in recent times, so it'll be interesting to see...
...And the Future:The Hermit. And that makes sense. I live mostly 'inwardly' these days. I've given up most of my public-facing existence after doing that for many years. I ended up drained & in bad physical/mental shape after pushing that too hard. And similarly, I've been focused on some personal exploration, meditation/trance/self-hypnosis with the idea in mind of finding a mind/spirit connection with the unknown. Working with Binaural beats, Dream-Machine (Gysin)...
...And after some personal reflection that's where I end up, since on the surface, this looked like a miss-fire to me, but now it looks like more of a personal quest & exploration narrative.