June (derogatory) 🖤🏳️⚧️I used to listen to music and smoke, but now I just listen to music and be gay! Being gay gives me more dopamine than smoking gave me. 
On a less positive note, I’ve learned the withdrawals never really stop, you don’t get the feeling in your gut like you need it anymore, but you always remember the feeling. I’ll probably pick smoking back up again, I wish I wouldn’t, but like, idk it’s becoming very hard to resist the idea. It’s all because I’m weak, I need stuff to distract me. If I were stronger I could make it, but that’s not who I am. Oh well.
Flak 🏴@Fawn_Over_Fun i personally like to combat narratives of being strong or weak bc of a habit or substance. It's not a question of strength, it takes a lot if strength to stop at all, but it's about periods of time of use and non-use. Sometimes I smoke a lot, at times not at all. It's all ebs and flows and progress is not linear! It's also just not helpful or constructive self-talk. Hope you have a great day and enjoy not smoking, and when you do smoke again, enjoy that too!