I promise I won’t be a sour bat, but with Valentine’s Day coming up, I’m not feeling so hot. I already suffer from a chronic case loneliness. Plus knowing I won’t be going to any cons or events until July, while my three best friends are meeting up prior to that…I’m just hurting. I don’t even know what I need specifically.
I posted it here because I needed to vent without the mentioned friends seeing me suffer.
@ouiji Sending ya some big hugs, battyfriend <3
@ouiji I firmly believe that Valentine's day (at least it's modern interpretation) is the most exclusionary and unnecessary holiday.
It's the rich celebrating the rich kind of thing. Even when I was with a partner, I didn't want a "special day" to do the things I should be doing on the norm.
@ouiji That said, a good rebuttal can be to make it a "treat yourself" day, or even just game with friends or watch a movie together, if that's an option.
@tkwolf I’ll try. Just know that most of the people I know will be busy because it’s that day. That being said, this is part of a bigger, deeper problem on my part. *hugs*
@ouiji I'm sorry. Hoping for the best for you! *Hugs*

@ouiji @tkwolf
i know that feeling much more than i want, had my last meltdown between christmas and new year when i also was left alone at home in the darkest days, because all my friends were busy with their true relationships

I wish you wouldnt be so far away in france, would be happy to meet you and help against the loneliness