remember how I said I was developing an aversion to my antidepressant? Yeah, guess who hasn't taken it for 2 days and is now fucking depressed? But maybe I needed to not be little Mary Sunshine for a bit. Maybe I needed to feel the full impact of how fucking awful everything is so I'd be willing to take them again. I'd rather not. I'd rather people stop being such shits to the least powerful instead. That would actually cheer me up and last.