So, hey, I was freaking out at 5AM this morning bc an important freelance gig is changing. I have a few follow ups on that.

1) You folks have been incredibly kind & supportive even tho I'm still pretty new here. I appreciate that so much. Definitely helps when you're feeling alone at 5AM. I am really grateful for it ❤️

2) Things do look a bit less impossible by day thankfully. I have a few leads to follow and ideas to work with. It's hard but I just need to problem-solve. I can do that. (cont)

3) Found out that the gig is scaling back but not completely vanishing. So, not great by any stretch, but less bad than I thought. Still need alternatives but at least it's 50% less scary.

4) I will probably panic again at some point, maybe at 5AM. But I am definitely working on trying to trust that things will work out somehow.

5) Big thanks to @kims - give her a follow, she's amazing.

6) In the midst of the terrors I feel like nothing will work but I'll get there. Ive got to, right?

Anyway, I'll be back to posting photos but I really do appreciate the community here. I'm just really humbled by the fact that so many people do seem to care, share their own experiences, and help offer hope. I never feel like I know what to say or how to say it but when you're a bit of a loner stuff like that goes a long way towards making you feel like you're not invisible when things go sideways. Thank you. That -does- help.
@AbandonedAmerica I love the photos you post😊