I talked to my friend David's mate last night. She's as good as she can be. We're all shocked. None of us thought that cancer would really be the end of him. If reincarnation is a thing he's in holding waiting to be a kid again. He'll make a great kid again. He was an Atheist but if we've been wrong all along, I think that gods wants the Atheists by his/her side. I dunno. I just am feeling it hard. I keep losing my friends. In 2020 a friend got murdered. Last year my longest active friendship ended when my pal Wes died of heart disease. Same in '19 with Homer. He was only 39. I'm in the back half on my 50's. I think the only reason I'm here is that I had a major medical intervention at age 40, that & I got shit to do still. Don't be afraid to tell people you love them. You may not get another chance. I at the very least got the chance to tell them that I loved them. I still do & will always. Take care of yourselves comrades. Be loved.