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I don’t dream about my mom ever - much to my disappointment. But last night, she featured prominently in a dream. The dream didn’t make sense, but she looked healthy - head was shaved like when she completed her chemo & radiation - and she was mentally there. In the dream, she wanted to give me her Easter decorations (again, the dream didn’t make sense). But it was because she didn’t want me to forget her.
2/3
Today was the anniversary of when my mom & I went shopping at Tiffany & Co for a special necklace she wanted to give me as a way to remember her, a date I didn’t note until the memory popped up on Facebook. We had fun there, drinking the complimentary glasses of champagne they had for shoppers. We giggled as we enjoyed our 11am drinks and the time together.
guess the dream did make sense. But it also made me cry when I woke up another day - only to be again reminded my mom is gone.
3/3
I miss her everyday, but it really is so much harder during the holidays. If you know someone who is missing their person this season, go and give them a hug. They will be grateful.
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