Yes I will be blunt in saying I do feel quite strongly in wanting a proper pair of my own boobs. Idk it's like, they're awesome. Idk.
But then sometimes i'm like "but i'm ok without them"

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@hurgusburgus Same I think. I don't always want to get them so I will probably stick to breast forms because while most of the time when I don't actively want to have breasts I don't care either way but sometimes I actively don't want to have them.

@HaleyScribe Oooohh interesting, yes I had considered breast forms but really wasn't sure what the best options were. In some cases it seems the individual units are good, however they could fall out which would be embarrassing I suppose. Alternatively there's the units you wear as an all in one, but those are quite expensive sometimes, and I imagine bulky too. A lot of them are also just WAY too big for my liking... personally I'd only want a D cup at max, which even that feels like a lot...

Totally get the mood you're describing.

@HaleyScribe In a sense, for me, it also does feel like... like cheating, or like it's just not fair for me to have this ability to "turn my breasts on and off", whereas those AFAB were born with that growth and such, and can't just remove them... so idk I feel a bit of guilt there to use removable ones but otherwise am considering that for sure.

@hurgusburgus I have agreement-feels about this.

Theory: people can be slightly genderfluid.

@woozle Yes agreed!!! I think this is definitely a part of how I am or feel, but... I just don't know if it's the right label for me. I like to say nonbinary but then also, well, part of me DOES feel like perhaps being just binary female a bit, but... IDK yet! and so that ties in to the various physical aspects to

but I think there is a part of me that would be considered genderfluid for sure. At least right now... maybe... I really don't know for sure what the right feeling or label or emotions to have are honestly 

@hurgusburgus I'd say the label is much less important than thinking about what changes would work best in order to feel better. They don't all have to fit nicely into some pre-labeled box in order to be right for you.