i know they wont see this but i hope they know im sorry. ive been so stupid. i have no excuse for my emotions getting the better of me, as its happened too many times. im sorry im sorry. i know ive broken things. know you were the best friends i could ever ask for. i definitely didnt deserve either of you and that fact still stands. i hope you enjoy your life together and be happy. ive been too selfish to keep that from you im sorry.