Currently i am not fine mentally.
I don't know whether i am depressed but i am sure I am stressed mentally and feeling a kind of discomfort.
Desparate for an instant pleasure.
Measures i am taking to tackle this are not giving remedy, instead they end up as a temporary diversion and an momentary pleasure.
I am having the option of getting help from others, but seeking help also became an another ephemeral amusement.
The remedy lies within me i should find it.