chemeliauh ohhh
new crush definitely unlocked
new crush definitely unlocked
but maybe the <3s she is sending me are just in a friendly way
she is infodumping to me about her d&d character 🥺
ngkgkbmfncjblj she's in my d&d game and after everyone left we were just talking really passionately together about d&d and coming up with homebrew rules and talking about ideas and characters and and as we were leaving i asked if i could hug her and she said yes 👉👈 
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gkfkvndnckgkflshe messaged me afterwards saying
"you give really good hugs <3"
please excuse me while i Perish
she wanted to play rainbow six siege
so i bought rainbow six siege and we played together for a couple of hours and talked some more about d&d and our thoughts on game design and mods and and 👉👈 im gay
also she just casually mentioned she has a CAT MAID OUTFIT????
anyway umm her name is fiona and her voice is really pretty and im sooooo gay but i don't wanna be Too Much and mess up a good friendship by being gay about it,,,
we played again tonight. i did well one round and she said "i'm so proud of you!!" and i aaaasnknknfkerwslekmffgh
she's studying russian and talked for a while about russian history and culture it was so cool
and we talked about being trans and how it kind of sucks but in a really beautiful way
and she said that i'm one of the first people at college she's really felt comfortable around and aaaa my *heart*
and we talked about being trans and how it kind of sucks but in a really beautiful way
and she said that i'm one of the first people at college she's really felt comfortable around and aaaa my *heart*
oh my goodness she sent me a pdf itemized list of feedback and ideas for one of my d&d homebrew classes,,,, this is so good,
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someone mentioned quantum physics in passing and she immediately launched into like a half hour rant/lecture about the double slit experiment and different quantum interpretations i am SO gay
someone mentioned quantum physics in passing and she immediately launched into like a half hour rant/lecture about the double slit experiment and different quantum interpretations i am SO gay
she umm said she had good rooms in her apartment complex for d&d so she brought me back there to check em out and we hugged in the elevator and we were both so smiley and giggley and she said she felt so relaxed and imm uhh hghhgrhrrgrmgmghlghrgh
also ive learned she's ALSO writing poetry and a scifi novella?? what does this girl NOT do i am so fucking ggay ffngkglgnfgh
just realized that she lives in a tall building i pass by every day so i can see it and think about her
we played more viddy games and she was like "you're such a... profoundly adorable person" and that i make her feel safe and relaxed and im dfjmkgndkjfgndk eeeeeee
i think she likes me too;;;;
i think she likes me too;;;;
she sent me a poem that she wrote in response to another poem that annoyed her and its SO good i wanna freakin SMOOCH her aaaaaa
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every time i hang out with her i feel like i learn something else really cool about her
we played some more viddy games and she was just like. casually listing fun facts about the real life versions of different guns in the game??
and she ranted about bad isekai anime it was so cute
every time i hang out with her i feel like i learn something else really cool about her
we played some more viddy games and she was just like. casually listing fun facts about the real life versions of different guns in the game??
and she ranted about bad isekai anime it was so cute
okay im maybe definitely reading too much into this but at one point she was asking me about some things and said "do you have any questions for me or like... anything in general you want to ask me~?" and i SWEAR it was suggestive.........
look im just SO into her and i really hope she's into me too and i think tomorrow i'm gonna ask if i can kiss her ,,
WE KISSED WE KISSED WE KISSED
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EEEEEJFJGNGNRKFKYPHKFNG GNGKVMGMKBH
she said "i've kinda wanted to that since we first started talking—" eeeeee kdjngkjdffltkmhkjf
Crystale@chemelia you are my favourite Fediverse novella and you are so cute 
@chemelia cute :3
Nae@chemelia This is so wholesome
Pikachu's Styrofoam Bed@chemelia ...being trans doesn't suck; it's beautiful!
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@chemelia amelia she is being gay right at you
I think this is mutual
I think this is mutual
@chemelia Go at it, lovebird 
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