@bootblackcub It's weird, I had no problems as a primarily service sub to my first or fourth Masters, but when I tried to enjoy the leather boys' club that started around here... community service didn't scratch the itch of doing it for someone whose dick is probably going into my mouth (or thoughts into my mind, with the 4th, but the hypnosis part never became more than an intentionally relaxing conversation for me -- when relaxation was exactly what I needed most).