started and deleted a lot of toots. I am having a Bad Time. I am feeling extremely hopeless/useless/listless. Full of existential dread. In disbelief that I have to keep doing this same bs every day until I die. What is the point, even? I had a full breakdown when I got home from work and proceeded to do absolutely nothing all evening which only succeeded in making me feel worse! extremely cool. going to sleep now and can’t wait to do the same fucking thing tomorrow
I feel. Hm. Extremely isolated and apart from everyone. Like I’m wrapped in cellophane and people can only kind of hear me. idek. I do not feel like I have the ability to make proper connections rn and I’m terribly lonely