@HotHeadSheWolf
< exactly where I was meant to be.

I pulled to see her face, letting my lips brush against her temple again. It made my stomach do that twisting thing again.

Those eyes were captivating, I got lost for a moment. “Tell me what you need so we can explore all of this together.” Whatever she needed I would do my best and I knew should do the same in any situation for me. “And I’ll tell you too…” her eyes were deep and pulling me in. This was far too good to walk away from.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

Was this all a dream? Had I fallen asleep last night while watching the videos from the open mic night? But I knew… I didn’t dream… I was never in my body long enough to have dreams.

The Spirits allowed my body to rest, they protected it for me while my soul walked their plains.

So, this had to be real? I had to be stood in my living room, after the night we had, had. Embry was still stood here too. Asking me what I needed for us to take this path.

-

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

It was the brush of his warm lips against my temple again that sealed it for me. I was not dreaming.

“I… I don’t know what I need. I’ve never even thought something like this is where I could end up. I’d made sure that I never felt this thing.”

My chest wasn’t as heavy as it had been, in fact him being this close had lightened it for me.

“Rules….” The word was out right away. “If I/ we can’t plan… I need rules.” Rules was something I could manage and keep me sane. -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

His eyes were drawing me in again. How had I missed the way he did that until recently?

@HotHeadSheWolf
My hand unwound itself from her hair and when she stopped talking my finger traces the curve of her lips. Spirit's... she was perfect... every detail of her. I knew she was gorgeous, anyone that saw her couldn't deny it.

But now that I could get close to her and let my gaze linger on her mouth, her eyes, the graceful curve of her mouth and her eyes. Th gracefully arch of her neck. Things I could never do without her wanting to punch me.

She was incredible.

With my arms >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< still around her I stepped back around her coffee table and towards her couch.

I chuckled a little at her saying she needed rules. She was incredible... but she was also ridiculous. "Okay." I smiled. The back of my legs lit her couch and lower myself down and moved my hands to her waist and pulled her down too, right next to me. I didn't want to lose that feeling of belonging that came from being close to her. "I can do that..." Following rules was really my thing... >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

My eyes blinking because it was the boy part of me that would move. I was frozen in my spot. Watching him as his eyes roamed eyes vet me. My lips parted a little, sucking in a sharp breath. His fingers were leaving a burning fire in their wake, but for some reason I wasn’t pulling back away.

I could imagine taking him down. If I hit him in the side of his ribs…. I shook that thought out of my mind, I couldn’t go back to doing that. -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

Why was I still thinking of that? Maybe because I wasn’t used to being this close to a man, well… not in this way at least.

My feet started and I was letting him take me back around my table, and towards the couch. And I was going?

Swallowing hard as my mind and push the sensations I had felt before when I had sat down on there with him.

“Embry Call…” I was breathless, still feeling his fingers trailing over my lips.

“Since when have you been good with rules?”

@HotHeadSheWolf
I was in awe of her... How had I ever been so blind? She sat with me and I kept my thigh pressed against hers, still craving the contact. My hand moved from around her waist and slid down her arm. She whisper my name and my stomach flipped

“I'm not... but...” I bit my lip while I considered how the phrase this. “I mean we are kind of winging this… right? And that’s definitely something I’m good with… so other least I can do is try to follow a few rules.”

>

@HotHeadSheWolf
< I tilted her chin up and brought my lips to hers are with a soft smile.

“Within reason.” I locked gazes with her, so she knew I meant it. But I was still me and following rules wasn’t exactly my style. “I can meet you half way, Leah. I want to.”

I didn’t know where this was going but I wanted to. So I did… and I started out with something I knew that she would agree with. “First rule, family before anything else… Mom, Sue, Seth… if they need us there’s no questions >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

“I don’t want you to change who you are for this, not for me. Not for anyone.” The words were well placed as I started to take back control of myself.

𝘐… 𝘓𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘊𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳… 𝘋𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦!

I shook my head, at the fact that I was sat here thinking those words.

“We all need to evolve, to learn and grow but that is different to change.” Or it was in my eyes.
-

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

As I spoke at the same time I was fully aware of the fact that his legs was touching mine… but it was something more and the same again. It was Embry… and he was the same temperature as me. For me the men always were cool to the touch, not as cold as the Cullens, but cooler than my / our 108 degrees.

“Winging it?” Of course that was his outlook, and it was how he lived his life. But me. “I’m a very private person Embry for a reason. -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

I don’t tell others how to live their life, and I don’t want them thinking they can do it to me. Maybe we need a little something more than 𝘞𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵?”

Shaking my head, my gaze darted back to him as I continued to listen, and he took the step to come up with the first rule. The moment he said it I knew he was worth the leap. The first rule he came up with was the first rule in my list for life. For me Rule One had been;
-

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ! ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴍᴏᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴇᴛʜ, ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.

I nod my head slowly. “Hundred percent agree. Always. No questions.”

Biting the inside of my cheeks, my eyebrows pulled together as I thought what the second on my list was, and how it would need to be on this list too.

“Rule Two; The pack is second only to family. We will never leave our packs blind-sighted by not showing up. -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

Never put our needs before them and the people we were born to protect?”

I knew Call was like me in this way. He’d never skirt his responsibilities when it came to it.

@HotHeadSheWolf

I chuckled softly my hand run down her arm and over the back of hers. My finger skimmed hers and I turned her hand over in mine. Tracing the lines of her palm. “I don't think trying to follow a fee rules counts as changing who I am. And I'm only promising to try my very best... You’ll still need to keep my arse in line... That will never change.”

My attention moved back to her eyes when she spoke about being a private person. I knew that she was. “I know, and I understand >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< this can all stay between us. Not because I don't people to know. Just..” How did I say without putting my big foot in my mouth? “It feels like something that's ours. Something to protect.”

I nodded to her next rule, the pack was a priority too. “Definitely, and work.” my job wasn't exactly protecting the pure and innocent. But hers was a huge family investment.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I allowed my eyes to flicker and take in the way he was examining me, the way his fingers glided over my skin, the way he turned my hand and traced the lines. Did he know what his touches were doing inside of me?

That burned grew and crawled its way up the sides of my neck, making me nerve endings come to life in a way to my hadn’t before.

I couldn’t understand how it was ever possible. This wasn’t the first time Embry had touched me. But the intent behind these touches -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

Weren’t the same as before. Before me catching him looking at me in this manor would have resulted in a arse kicking.

“That’s something else we can agree on. I’ll always be happy to kick your arse to the ground, with a smirk if you ask nicely.”

I was nodding nice again, curling my fingers as his slipped into them.

“Hmm… you mean like a bubble? Something that can protect this… whatever it is?” Nodding once again as I spoke. “That’s what my home is for me. Somewhere -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

To be me, and to keep the world out. Even if lately it feels like there is a revolving door instead of a front door.” Muttering the last part.

“Yes! Work… no matter what… we don’t mess with work… we both have responsibilities, we can’t miss work. I’m onboard with that.”

I was all onboard with it. Family, pack and work were my three top priorities.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I smiled. "Yeah... exactly. We don't need anyone else's opinion on it until we know more about where it's all heading. And if me showing up here all the time gets too much you can tell me... I'll get it... I won't turn clingy or dysfunctional on you." I was sure she knew that already.

My hand lifted from hers and brushed her hair back behind her ear, then trailed along her jaw and I thought about what I had said for a moment.

"So how about, when we do see each other... >

@HotHeadSheWolf
<
Instead of saying goodbye, we say see you soon, that way if we need space or time, its easy to say... and we know that unless we say goodbye.. we're still in this."

I knew words weren't her thing... and for me when it came to talking about how I felt wasn't a problem... but all of this was new and I wasn't I knew the right words either. But with this little code, we could make sure both of us could say what we needed without fear of misspeaking.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

“I’m never good with other’s opinions, and it’s why they know better than to give them to me. But, if we faced facts…”

My eyes dropped to our hands again as I spoke, and then they lifted to meet his. Stilling as he brought his fingers to push strands of my hair behind my ear.

“They will have something to say.” The pack, the imprints, the tribe, they would all have something to add. Good, bad or ugly.

My mouth worked, and then my lips dropped open. Tilting my head into -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

His touch, as my mind worked over his next rule. And that was ingenious. “So, we only say See You Soon, and if this all gets too much… then Goodbye is our code to say how we feel?”

I was nodding my head, this was slowly making sense and that was shocking. “I like that. And I can agree to it.”

He was truly working to build a foundation here? Giving me the rules I needed to hold onto.

“Okay, here’s one need too. If we are going to keep this to ourselves… -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

No PDA where we can be seen.” Rubbing my hands over my thighs. “And definitely not on the Rez. Or around the pups or anyone from the pack.”

I didn’t do well with being touched as it was, he’d felt the brunt of that in the night a few times.

@HotHeadSheWolf
"No one else's opinion matters, only mine and yours. But, you are right... Everyone would have something to say and I only care about what you want to say. "That works." and then I smiled a little teasingly... "Or a promise for the next time we're alone together.

my fingers stilled on her cheek when she said the next rule. Of course, I realised this wasn't public... but still. I was overdoing it, I thought bout the at few minutes of our conversation... I had been touching >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

This time I was the one reaching out. My hand placed in over his mouth. It wasn’t that I didn’t know about my Beauty, it was a gift from the spirits for the pack. We all turned heads, and we weren’t shy about it. ( Well, maybe Quil and Collin a little. )

The guys made the most of it, and I wasn’t one to back down or underplay my looks.

But hearing him say it, here and now, it made my stomach come to life with something that never lived in there before. My mouth drying up,-

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

At hearing him with the burning in my veins moving up the side of my neck didn’t help.

“Could you stop that. You saying so many things, flirting, you knew would earn you a smack down.” He understood what he was doing, but then I hadn’t stopped him.

“I promised not to hit you, but you don’t have to push me to it.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
There was a sudden and unusual urge to kiss her fingers when she placed them over my mouth. But it figured it was one I should resist... this time. That kind of affection had never appealed to me before... But a whole lot of first had happened here tonight and I had rolled with all of them until now.

I laughed though, she thought I was flirting... and now that I stopped to think about it... I hadn't. Nothing I had down tonight had been flirting... flirting had an intent, >

@HotHeadSheWolf
<
a goal.

When I kissed her I didn't have winning her as some prize on my mind, just a burning unanswered question. When I touch her it wasn't motivated by anything goals in mind, I wasn't trying to get her into bed, or even trying to get her to kiss me again. I just wanted to feel the heat of her skin, learn the strength she had there.

Even the places I had touched her. Her hands, her arms, her face. Not exactly the parts of the female anatomy I normally favoured. I smiled >

@HotHeadSheWolf
<
"You thought I was flirting?" My eyes met hers. "That wasn't..." I paused. "This will probably earn me a slap... but that..." And now the right words failed me? Perfect!

"That was all for me. I have so many questions in my head right now that can't be asked or answered out loud. I know that you have all the answers... I was just searching... and thinking out loud."

I tilted my head and smirked. "But those were some epic lines...
I should write them down."

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I dropped my hand when he started to look at me In that way. Like there was more to the story and I was in the dark. That was a feeling that I wasn’t going to get used to. The not knowing was what was causing me to think about running. But the fact that the spirits were keeping me grounded meant that I stayed to find the answers.

Biting the inside of my cheeks, I shook my head. “You think I have the answers? Really?” -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

Spirits maybe my composure was holding strong that I first through.

But I had to press my lips together, and then sit on my hands. Reminding myself I had given my word.

“For you? Telling me that I’m beautiful is for you? Telling me that my eyes are incredible and my skin is flawless… was for you?”

Tilting my head to the other side. Because he was doing something, maybe flirting was the wrong word. -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

“Do you forget that I’ve watched you play the bar for years?” His words were his tools.

Rolling my eyes at him when he spoke about his one liners. “Sure, write a book. Help others do better when they are doing this thing.”

Shaking my head. “Shall we get back on track here? We were working on the rules.” This time I pushed up to stand. Sitting still next to him wasn’t helping.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I smiled again. "I don't think that you 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 the answers... Just that they are in there and I'll find them if I look in the right places."

I sounded like a fortune cookie... but also knew that to be true. I tilted my head to the side, my eyes following her.

"Exactly! You've seen me in action... and have you heard me tell a woman she was beautiful... or breathtaking? Or even notice her eyes never mind commenting on them?"

I laughed again. "You need more rules? >