@HotHeadSheWolf < decisions asking you to hold onto the for me. But at the same time... If I'd let you know what i was thinking you nevr would have let me get close enough... and then you never would have felt..." I remebered the kiss.

The heat, and the stillness and the way my entire body woke up.

"What happened to you?" I asked quitely. I dropped my eys from hers, it was hard to picture that look on her face. "In the door way... What was that?" >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

My head tilted in agreement; we all knew this about Embry. It wasn’t a bad thing, well not always. But sometimes I wished he slowed down, took the time to think through the repercussions of his actions. Then again, most people knew that when it came to him, nothing was done in malice. He only ever wanted the best for people.

Lifting the glass from the table I took two hard sips. Letting the liquor work it’s way down into my stomach. Now some part of -

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me wishing I’d taken out the bottle of moonshine. But I hadn’t touched that stuff since Seattle.

Setting the glass down on the table again, I turned the bag of now melting ice once again. “That’s a loaded question.” I whispered right back, dropped my head back into the couch I closed my eyes thinking how or if I wanted to tell him.

“I was disobeying the Spirits… I wasn’t taking the path they were trying to show me… And that was them showing me how the -

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lost of the path would play out. What it would do to me… to you… That… was then making me feel what you were feeling.” Which was why I knew, why I had to find out for myself.

@HotHeadSheWolf I wasn't sure what to think about word 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕓𝕖𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘. Did that mean she hadn't chosen to follow me?

“That seems like an extreme to get a message across...” I watched her lean back. It couldn't be that. The way she’d light on she’d kissed me outside. Her hand on the back of neck pulling me down to her and kissing my without any hesitation. She was searching too... For that feeling, my heart skipped again remembering it. Even now... When I was pretty sure that she was as confused >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< and thrown as I was there was a spatk of excitement that only dimmed when I thought about her standing in the doorway.

“You choose your own path Leah... They can lay them out for us, they can guide us. But ultimately we choose. Otherwise I never would have wounld up in that parking lot...” I remembered the story I told her is Seattle. “You never would have thought wound up in that ring. We both taken paths that felt wrong. I could have kept walking... I decided not to... >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< That whatever this pull is that keeps bringing me to you was too good to walk away from. When we’re to--” I stopped before I said together because it intoned expectations that I didn't have. It also implied that it was only true when we were alone... But that wasn't it either.

“Lately, when we're both is the same place I feel like I'm right where I'm supposed to be. Like at the bar tonight... Or, when you walked in when was playing the piano; it was something I kept to >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< myself. But I was relieved... Like I had wanted to tell you all along. Just you... But I didn't even it until it happened.” The same was true about the bills.

“I don't want them to make you feel bad because of me... And the worst thing I was feeling when I left was that I didn't want you to think that it didn't mean anything. “

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I knew that I wasn’t explaining it right. I wasn’t able to use my words the way he did. Images my mind had created about the day in the parking lot from the story he told me came flowing in my head, and then the ring and me standing in it. The look on his face and the men that were holding him back. It was making my chest heavy again.

I was speechless looking over at him. “How do you do that? Just say what you are feeling and thinking?” -

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It wasn’t trait I learnt in my life time walking on this earth. He had rattled it all off, things I had no idea about, or I hadn’t understood. But some of it, it sang true. The day I’d stepped into Ms C’s home with the extra key wasn’t normal. It wasn’t something I did. I wasn’t meant to be there, but the spirits had set that path to bring me to Embry at the right time for me to see him in a new light.

The night in Seattle when he was in the ballroom alone playing. -

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Once again, I wasn’t meant to be there, and yet I saw him in a moment where he was lost in himself. Every image and memory the Spirits had shown me when I wouldn’t stop him from leaving this morning… out of… I wasn’t even sure why… But they all were times where our paths were brought together.

“I’ve always made my own choices and decisions Call… They have never pushed me to do anything I didn’t want…” Spirits I was the one that had always made it hard on them. -

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“But… that…” I pointed to the door. How was I explaining this so wrong? “The only thing they asked me to do… was to stop you…”

And the light bulb in my mind went on. “Because they know me… If I had closed that door… I’d find a reason not to answer… what… this…” I placed my hand on my chest. “is…” Swallowing as it dawned on me. If I closed that door, I’d have never stepped on this path. My eyes found his. “I don’t feel bad because of you… It’s me trying to protect you.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
I gave her a long honest look. "There were a lot of things I had to hide for a long time... I hated it. It felt so wrong... so I just started laying out everything else and I tried to convince myself that it made for the rest." I never had managed to convince myself it was true.

"It's easy for some people... and hard or impossible others. But one isn't better or worse than the other... it's just how the world works."

Relief flooded in when she said it had all been her >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< I had already swooped in and kiss without so much as a hint that things were headed that way...

"I know..." I couldn't help but smile. "That was why I didn't close it when I left. I knew if I did... that it would stop there and we might never know that all of this was meant to be." I took the ice away from my jaw. "I really wasn't ready to walk away." It was an insane thing for me to say... but there it was, unfiltered truth. And it wasn't even difficult to say.

"But it >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< would have been okay... I can't things would be same... but I wouldn't hold anything against you. Just because it felt right to me doesn't mean that you had to feel the same way. I don't need to be protected from you Leah... I definitely don't want to be protected from this.”

I took in a long breath and shifted up the couch towards her. My eyes dropping to the hand she'd struck me with twice. I almost reached out and just took her but I stopped. I held out my hand, >

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palm up to her. "Come on, then." I smiled at her. "Let's see the damage?"

@BadBoyEmbryCall

Once again there it was, he believed in laying it all out for people to see. Whereas I believed in a private life. The world came to their own conclusions time and time again, it wasn’t my responsibility to correct them or bring them into my life. And yet it was his way to do what I had been doing all along. Keeping them out of the things he didn’t want them to see. “A game of mirrors.” I muttered to myself. -

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Make someone feel like they are witnessing something, while all along you are hiding what is really happening.

“You… knew?” Confusion dancing in my eyes, until his smile was back. The one that touched his eyes, and showed the purest side of him. But he knew? He knew if I closed that door, that was it.

“When are you ever ready to walk away?” I wasn’t mocking him, it was a fact. Embry Call didn’t walk away from the pa— From the people he cared for. -

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I shook my head, because this was something we both should know about the other. “I know this Call. I may have kicked your arse, I may have made you pay for it. But I wouldn’t have held it over your head. And I know you wouldn’t too.” Which is why I’d asked him to go.

“You… even after everything you’ve managed to see these last few weeks doesn’t show you that you need to be protected from me?” Had he not understood it all? -

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“I needed to know… to understand. Were we just swept up in something and confused by everything? Or…” I may have thought it before, but that had been the reason I had to stop my mind, stop the thinking ahead, and see what it was. “I’m not saying I have all the answers. Far from it.”

He slipped up the couch towards me and I stilled, reminding myself not to react, to push the past back and to listen to him. -

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Raising my eyebrows I glanced at his outstretched hand. This was once again one of those things that played on my mind. How he always held his hand out. Asking me to believe in him.

Moving the bag from the top, I played with trying to move my fingers. “It’s okay,” I tested them a few times, thinking about his hand, and how he wanted me to place mine in it. Slowly I lifted my hand slightly, placing my hand over his. “Trust me, I’ve had worse. I’ll be fine soon enough.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
“Yeah... Something there's things that you just know are final.” It wasn't just because of Leah either. I wasn't known for revisiting the past either. But those people weren't a part of my life.

Leah was. And her part in mine... Was getting larger by the day. As mine was in hers. Raised my hand until it met hers; palm-to-palm. The fingers of my other hand brushed lightly over the preceding swelling. “It will be like it never happened in no time all.” I whispered like she had >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< with her comment about mirrors. My hand moved up her arm. My gaze fixed on its slow progress the heat reminding of her fingers tracing the wolves in my tattoo the evening we fixed her door.

“Spirit’s... You're so warm.” I gave a disbelieving chuckle, it was so strange to touch someone that wasn't cooler than my own.

Smiling eyes met her, and my teeth pulled on my bottom lip. My hand reached her shoulder and I trailed my touch towards the base of her throat. Just daring to >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I found myself watching him, really watching. Seeing the things that I hadn’t even thought to look for.

He had always been one of those kids who was around, following, showing up and then all our lives changed. We all grew up, all in the same path, and still on individual lines for us to walk too.

How I’d never seen it before I didn’t know. But this here had been a path the Spirits guided us towards for a while now? And yet, each step of the way. -

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It had been a choice we had been making to bring us here.

My brown eyes flickered to our hands now, following how his came up to mine. Something connected at the moment our palms touched. A hum on the air told a story, one I knew somehow would only grow if we let it.

I heard Embry, and knew those words weren’t for me. But my heart reacted because I knew that the proof of my actions may leave no marks, but what I did to him -

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tonight would still sit in my bucket of sins. I’d let my guard and walls cause him pain.

“You are warm too.” I swallowed hard. I knew this. But… “Not cool to the touch at all.” Something in my stomach awoke. And I wasn’t sure what it could be. My eyes followed his fingers, he didn’t feel cool. My body didn’t react in the way it did when I touched others.

We both we’re the same. -

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I glanced up at him again to find his eyes on me already. That heat I felt growing up the sides of my neck when I kissed him, had started to crawl it’s way towards my face again seeing him biting his lip.

My breathing stopped as his finger traced their way to my throat, I stilled letting it all sink in. My mind had stopped too, the only way I knew I wouldn’t run from this, from him. And then I heard his heart. Opening my eyes to watch him again.

“Embry…”

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My voice was a low whisper as his name slips from my lips. He had to know I could hear his heart.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I heard the changes in her heart and the way she held her breath when my hand moved.

The way she said my name made my stomach do that leaping thing again.

I swallowed hard and leaned into her again, almost nose to nose with her. My hand moved and I brushed my thumb along her jaw before resting my palm on her cheek. The heat was incredible, so unexpected. I took a long deep breath. How had I never noticed how good she smelled before now? The feeling of it washing over me >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< made me close my eyes. “You smell amazing, too.” speaking the words intentionally this time.

I slipped my hand back and my fingertips brushed against her hair, I stopped. I knew how she was about her hair.

I shifted closer to her on the couch again. My breath catching my throat and moved closer to her lips, giving her every hint that I was going to kiss her again. And plenty of time to stop me if she wanted to.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I was frozen in my spot, of all the thing I could say, could feel, could react to. It was how it felt to be close to him that had me lost.

This wasn’t the first time we’re were close. We trained, we played, spirits he grabbed me and threw me off the cliff not so long ago. But right now, sat here beside him. The way his hand slipped up caressing my skin…

All thought stopped when I felt my hair move. My hand fisted a little but then it eased. That dread I felt when anyone -

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Touched my hair was something I expected to feel. But that sensation didn’t come. It wasn’t there, at all.

He left a line of fire over my jaw, astonished at how no other had been able to touch me the way I was letting him. Did that come from trust? It had too.

He took a deep breath like he was inhaling the moment, and I knew… I knew that this time he was asking, giving me time to run, to stop him. But I didn’t want to. I was feeling a pull towards him just as he was -

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Towards me.

My eyes found themselves looking at his lips until he spoke. I smelt amazing? That wasn’t something you heard from someone you knew all your life.

What was I meant to even say? So, I said nothing and just watching him. The anticipation building in the pit of my stomach.

My couch moved beneath us and that’s when I felt his heat. My hands resting on his chest, I tilted my head. Our lips just inches from each other.

“I promise… not to punch you.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
She wasn't pulling back, or pushing me away. I wasn't ever someone that held back like this... The only thing i wanted more than to kiss right her right now was for her to want me to.

It had been a long time since a wondering if girl wanted me to kiss her not... people were generally easy to read. But Leah... she was written in a whole different language. The corners of my mouth quirked up when she spoke but only for a second until I brought my mouth down on her.

I low hum >

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<
rumble in my chest, the release of the anticipation and the overwhelming sesantion on my stomach.

I pushed down the animal instinct to pull her closer, there was something more here, something that would pass us by if we didn't see it through. The kiss was light and long, and breathtaking.

I leaning in further; breaking the contact only to take steadying breath, and when I kissed her again my lips moved against hers the way se'd kissed me outside. That same feeling of the >

@HotHeadSheWolf
<
world falling away swept in and I let it. My ither hand lifted to her shoulder and i slide my hand into her hair like the worries of her reaction to it had never entered my mind.

I parted her lips with mine and another new shound felt me when i felt the heat of her breath on my lips.

The wikd instincts swelled up again but I was here to try and claim her, all I wanted was this kiss, I expected nothing beyond this moment. It was new... my heart thumped wildly in my chest.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

The moment his lips touched mine the world around me melted away. The hum of the spirits was gone like he being this close to me had closed the doors on them. Asking them to give us a second to see this through.

My heart stopped for a count before restarting again. And I tried to stop myself thinking ten steps ahead. He always talked about being in the moment, and I rolled my eyes at it. And now, I was trying to be here in the moment.

My fingers curled and fisted up the -

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front of his shirt, and I leant into him a little. I didn’t mov into him completely because something told me that the is wasn’t like the others. He wasn’t like the others.

My lips stopped, when his hangs were in my hair. But I did as I promised… I didn’t punch him. Because like before, his touch brought with it a calm and not a madness.

There was swell of sensations growing and perking their head up. My stomach, the hum over my skin, the tingle over my lips. All feeding -