@HotHeadSheWolf
I laughed and shook my head at #Quil... He had the attention span of a teenager.

I stopped with the bottle almost to my lips when Leah did that thing with her hair again. When #Mac spoke I had to replay the words in my head to comprehend them.

"You think I keep anything incriminating on my phone?" I laughed. And considering the whole pack knew my passcodes because many of them held onto my phone when I was patrolling... so they could come and get me if my mom needed me. >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

Tilting my head to the side my hair sat on, I frowned looking at the screen. I wasn’t a gamer, never had been. It was more the Kid’s thing to do. For me my music and Books where my escape. And the odd movie on Netflix or Prime.

“So what’s the issue here?” I asked the pup dismissing #Quils huffs. But my ears heard Call.

Rolling my tongue over my teeth. “Other than the chick who left her cheap perfume all over him. She got into his phone abs got his number.” -

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The pups stopped dead and burst out laughing. They both turned back towards the door looking at Call.

‘Not so smooth ‘Bry?’ One called out.

@HotHeadSheWolf
"Hey, I cannot be blamed for a crazy woman unlocking my phone with my thumbprint while I slept." Sure I shouldn't have fallen asleep to begin with but wasn't about to point that out.

'He gave #Sumina his number tonight!' The other pup called out without looking away from the game. I stole one of Leah's moves and flicked a bottle cap at the back of her head.

"No, I gave her my email she could sign up for next month!" I clarified. "Besides... She's too fragile. It would not be >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I shook my head. Why was I still here? and why was I taking part in this conversation?

‘Evolution.’ My wolf teased, making me roll my eyes at her.

Turning to the back again I narrowed my eyes listening to the pup and Call, but hearing Embry had me tilting my head again.

‘We know he isn’t like what he makes the others see. They see one side, just like you only show them what they expect. Embry is evolving too.’

I took a step back as the sound of the cap flying in the -

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Air. The pups got it in the back of his head, but we all knew it wouldn’t hurt him.

‘Embry Call has standards?’ It was a joke but it made me frown a little. I bit back.

“If Call didn’t have standards do you think you all would be here right now?” Okay so the Beta’s head raised up for a minute.

The pups shifted and I rolled my eyes. “Don’t spread rumours, not when you don’t know the facts.” I said, turning to take the now empty bottle to the recycle bin in their kitchen.

@HotHeadSheWolf

I just laughed at the pup, I knew he didn't mean it as an insult. “You’ve seen the girls I hook up with of course I have standards!” I took a swig from the bottle as Leah... What? Defended me?

“There’s a difference between taking advantage and a one night stand. If that's what you want; you pick someone else that how to play that game.”

#Sumina was not a one and done kind of girl... Or #Jess either. Which was why I thought #Tony and her would hit it off.

I knew Leah was >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< right, but I still gave a look that said. ‘I can handle the pups’ and smile that said ‘but thanks.’

‘So that Bad Boy reputation is all bullshit?’ #Mac laughed.

“I wouldn't say that. But the women that started that rep knew what they were getting onto, they just got pissed when they wanted more and I didn't.”

@BadBoyEmbryCall

Leaning back on the kitchen counter, I crossed my arms over my chest. The Kid watched me with intent, but he didn’t say anything. He knew it wasn’t the pups I was just saying it to, and it wasn’t just Call I was standing up for.

Rumours had plagued my existence for years. So, no one knew better that me how to play that game. I had given into it for years, become what was expected of me. Until I learnt that I didn’t have to become what others wants me to be.

I was a free -

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Spirit to choose my own self worth. And Call, he had been walking a parallel path to my existence. At least now I knew he was.

The assumption that we’re made of him or me, we knew how to play them to our advantage.

I rolled my eyes at Embry, once again reading the unspoken words. And sent some back this time myself. I wasn’t doing it for him. This was a lesson for the pups. For them to be better than those who believed everything they heard.

@HotHeadSheWolf
#Mac nodded like he got it, but as far as I knew he was always a long term relationship kinda guy. And #Seth... Well he never anything else about me, had the gift of focusing on the best on people but not blinding himself to their less appealing traits either... He didn't judge. Something he and his older sister got from there parents.

Leah’s eye roll made me smirk and #Seth pushed off the doorframe and bumped Mac’s shoulder. ‘C’mon dude. Let's get out of here before they >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< rope us into cleaning up.’ #Seth teased but he knew in the morning whatever pups weren't working or in school would stop by and clear out all the bottles and cans left on various surfaces.

#Mac gave me a look like he was about to offer to help. “It's all good.” I walked over to the pups still playing the Xbox. “I have two volunteers right here.” They grunted some agreeable sounds and #Mac laughed, following Seth to retrieved his keys.

Leah was just leaning there taking >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I wasn’t sure why #Mac was nodding. What did he know about one abs done deals? The man gave his heart to the most inappropriate women. He cared for them too hard and fast. And was always left heartbroken afterwards.

The last one had done a deal on him, to the point he had lost some of the glimmer in his eyes.

Each time he fell into that hole, #Seth abs I had been there to pick him up. #Seth with kindness, and me… well… with a hard kick on his arse. -

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The kid came over and nodded to the door. ‘Are you coming sis or staying a little longer?’ He asked grabbing his keys.

I looked over to the pups who were looking right back at me. Why were they still hanging here? Was it because of me, or was this just how they were?

“Hmm… I’m coming.” I told him. “But I’m going to mine.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
I saw Leah watching the pups on the couch... There could have been a number of reasons that they were still here. Something at home they didn't want to face... or just not wanting to come crashing in this late and waking everyone up.

I set my beer aside and walked the three of them to the door. When we got outside and #Mac was talking to #Seth by his truck I said the Leah. "That's what this place is all about." I nodded to the guys too engrossed in the game to pay attention >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I followed the others out, nodding a night to the pups. It had been an interesting night. Insight into their life I always stayed away from.

“Hmm?” I wasn’t the kind of person to be distracted. But stopping in my tracked, turning my head back I glanced at the three of them. #Quil and the pups all at it like the game was the be all and end all. Something normal for the boys in an abnormal life.

“I told you before Call, you and the wife… you do more for these boys than -

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You take credit for.” This right here was what I meant and had tried to show him when he came to my house to tell me about his past.

“The fact that they don’t feel like they have to leave….” I shook my head. I got it. I understood it. “And questions are overrated.” I never really asked them. People somehow always told me things without me asking.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I shook my head and laughed. "It's not just for the boys." I smiled. "We've had the imprints here too... #Rachel... #Kim... #Ness. They come here when they have things on their mind."

I stopped next to her bike and checked out the beautiful machine. "The door always open to you to... not that you'll need it... but if you ever did. And you could help them when they need it too. Just by showing up."

I knew talking wasn't her style but action, was... and the only way action >

@BadBoyEmbryCall

“Nice, this is where all the murder plans come together for Paul, Jay and Jake. I approve.”

Stopping beside my baby, I waited for Embry’s eyes to him a once over. He always did it, as did the pups. #Jake was the only one who had ridden my boy. And even the alpha was kicked off. My baby didn’t like being man handled.

Shifting my weight, I flung my leg over my bike. The curve of his seat made to fit perfectly to me. Flicking my hair to the side I started him up and then -

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sat back. Looking up at Call. “Was that an open invitation to ride your place Embry Call? Aren’t you worried how it will look? I mean the trauma of seeing me here will know Paul out for good.”

Sarcasm filled my words, but deep in my heart I knew what he was saying. I was a woman of action, and now it was time for me to show I meant it.

“If you need me, if they need me, I will always be here.”

The cool wind with the dampness from the rain before kicked up, blowing my -

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hair over my face, and into him.

“Looks like the spirits agree.” I whispered to them more than anyone else.

@HotHeadSheWolf Damn! She got sitting on that bike... But if she caught me checking her out she’d kill me... Metaphorically at least.

“You’re always welcome, Leah.” I said, genuinely. “The same as everyone else. For any reason or no reason at all.”

Then she did that thing with her hair and my mouth went dry. “We all know that... But sometimes all they need is some company even in silence... You the kind of things you wouldn't ask help with.” Because we did know that Leah have our backs no >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< matter what... Which is why I felt so ridiculous about not going to her and #Jake when the bills started to pile up. But when it came to money I think I inherited my Mom's pride.

The around swirled around us... seeming like it did even touch #Seth and #Mac only a few yards away.

Stepped back from the bike, only seeing her eyes now. “Goodnight, Trouble.” I grinned. “Thanks for, stopping by.”

@BadBoyEmbryCall

I rolled my eyes, reaching my leg out abs kicking his shins. “Who are you calling Trouble, I’m the only saint in these here parts.”

I heard the kid and #Mac climb into #Seths truck and close the doors.

“Keep it real Call, and let that voice of yours do it’s thing.” Pulling my baby back off his kickstand. I waited for #Seth to pull out into the street before I did the same. “See you soon Dimples.”

And I set off after The Kid and #Mac. I didn’t want to wake any of the -

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Neighbours up, so I didn’t sleep up until we past a few houses and then swerved to over take, giving the two a Curt nod before I was gone.

Call’s words played on my mind, the invitation to be there for the pups. To show up, and the night itself.

“What a night. Blessed by the Spirits.”

@HotHeadSheWolf
I stepped back, but just fast enough that it was a glancing blow. "I should have seen that coming." I laughed and I heard #Seth chuckle too.

I shook my head at her comment about my voice. "I don't plan on losing any more bets to you Clearwater." I watched until the bike was out of view... or at least I told myself it was the bike I was watching.

When I came back inside the pups were playing rock paper scissors for who gets the sofa bed and who got the air mattress on the >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< floor. "You crashing here?" I asked. I knew it was obvious but it gave them a chance to bring up anything that might be on their minds.

'Dad is heading out fishing early in the morning.' Was all he said so I just nodded and said goodnight, grabbed my phone and headed into my bedroom.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

As the wind blew in my hair and I turned the wrong way I heard #Seth’s voice on the air saying ‘where is she heading to at this time.’

It made me smack when #Mac said they should plan on getting his arse handed to him in the dead of night by following.

And i kicked up a gear. The roads were silent of people. But Mother Nature and the spirits never slept, the sang to me as I slowed when I reached my first drive by.

I checked the house out, the lights were out and there -

@BadBoyEmbryCall -

Was no sound around. #MsC would have been fast a asleep by now. Riding off when I was happy. The next house wasn’t far to go and this time I stopped.

Ma’s house was silent too. Lights out and the world was calm. I sat there on my bike, looking at the roses on my Da’s climber. He had cared for that thing like it was a third child.

Is that #Quil and Embry were doing with the pack and the imprints? They had stepped up and adopted them into the safety of their home?

@HotHeadSheWolf
'Bry?' The pup stopped me in my tracks before I closed the door. 'Momma T is gonna okay isn't she?' His use of the nickname the all the pup's in #Jake's pack used from hearing in #Jake and #Quil's mind for all these years.

I sighed. I really messed tonight with Jake. "Yeah kid... she's going to be fine." I offered him the best smile I could muster. "It was just had a weak moment... but that's what the pack is for. We pick each other when we stumble."

The kid nodded and >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< pulled out the bed section of the couch and I pulled my door shut. I dragged my hand through my hair. I needed to make this right with kids.

I know that #Jake and I will be fine, we were long overdue for a talk anyway. But the pups... I grabbed my headphones and flopped down onto my bed... sleep wasn't going to me friend tonight.

@BadBoyEmbryCall

Placing my keys on the bowl beside the front door, I kicked out of my boots and then shrugged out of my jacket hanging it up. The lamps in my house were on timer, so that I never walked into the dark. It was something Ma had told me once.

‘Never leave your house in the darkness, because when you return. You want your home to me the light that bring you back to you.’

She was right, back then I was surrounded by the dark. So, a few lamps lighting my path when I came home -

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had become my line of peace.

Normally at this time I would have hit the shower right away. But instead I went to open my windows. Letting the night in and letting the spirits know that I was open to them always.

MsC and Ma… were on my mind now. And as much as I didn’t want to think about it. Calls words to #Jake had hit somewhere.

“She will be fine…. We will made sure of it.” I told myself, sending it on the air as a prayer too.

@HotHeadSheWolf
I plugged my headphones into my phone. Looked at a few of the videos the pups put into the group chat for the guys that were on patrol and couldn't be here tonight. I was weird watching myself play... but hearing myself sing?

That was weird... So I skipped the watch the others. #Tony and #Ness were amazing. I heard #Quil leaving the bathroom and I went to wash up and brush my teeth. I didn't want to keep the pups awake by showering so I'd do that in the morning. By the time I >

@HotHeadSheWolf
< was done #Quil's heavy breathing told me he was asleep already and the pups were still muttering about a girl one of them was chatting to at the bar.

When I back in my room sprawled over the bed with my headphones in and Lewis Capaldi playing in my ears I tried to beat back the thoughts that kept me from sleep,

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