ElpisMe: hmm yes time for sleep
My thoughts: haha what if you had this totally awkward experience?? Totally hypothetical but how would you react haha. Let’s keep imagining it till you’re forced to stop trying to sleep due to immense discomfort
I just wish it was easier to find a solution to romantic and intimate loneliness, not necessarily because I need it, but because it would be nice, and hopefully suppress some of the obnoxious things that keep me awake at night