still working on writing songs as opposed to just making instrumentals, with hopes of making an album of these "songs"

in the meantime here's a sketch featuring a sample of bernadette devlin with some relatable thoughts

https://soundcloud.com/drembot/gun-inside-my-head

from a 1970 interview, where she talks about her frustration in communicating with people who have expectations of how she should behave

i was caught by the tension between her complete conviction, and her need to find conciliation - both driven by the inequality and persecution she experienced

but if she weakened her approach, she'd give in to those who just want her to stop drawing attention to problems

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51VRpQGN6uM
(sampled section starts around 17.44)

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the biggest fault which i would personally consider

is certain amount of arrogance which makes me say something
(which is my own opinion)

as if were a recognised statement of fact

which the whole world was prepared to admit

with the exception of a few idiots

and this simply isn't true it's the way i say it

and this arrogance coupled with a certain amount of-

indeed too much emotionalism

and when i do state facts leads to people taking what i say as being a veiled threat
and this to me is very serious

to me it has been personally one of my own drawbacks

because it frightens people

whom i desperately want to convince