@Angelica I can so relate to this, having also been raised #Catholic (almost became a sister...married an almost seminary going guy...) and tested over and over as a 1 for a very long time. Recently just realized I’m a #4w5 and have been peeling apart the 1 layers given to me by my type 1 dad and type 1 church/K-12 education. It’s been kinda heartbreaking to feel confused in this way. It’s odd, but a good thing.