@andreasfrom Hmm. Sounds tricky!
I tend think of my gender as an identity imposed on me by others - something that other people refer to me as, and a set of gendered expectations they have of me. I’m generally okay going along with it (which makes me cis gendered) as long as there are relatively few demands that are easily complied with, but I try not to embrace it.
I’m quite interested in how others relate to their genders.