A companion broke up with me tonight.

She could not process the idea of me having a sexual partner that is not her.

Even though she's known me for years, and she's known me as poly for all those years.

I'm glad she made a choice that is good for her.
I'm sad that we can't have what he had.
I'm mad that I opened myself up for this hurt.
I'm afraid that this will happen again.
I'm mad at the mainly monogamous mainstream malarky.
I am tired.

@Jerrik thank you
@weft
I wish there was something magical I could say to make it feel better, but I've beem there and I know that there are no such words. I have faith that you can find your way through but we're here for you if you need us.