Today’s been a very bored and depressed but also extremely anxious kind of day

I mean almost all days are but today a bit more than others lol

I really need to get around to contacting my doctor about changing my anxiety meds since this one isn’t really working and we already tried a higher dose but had to go back down cuz it kept me from sleeping, but, idk, I have an appointment scheduled for next month already and they probably won’t be able to get me in right away so.... plus, it’s not entirely up to me I need help from my mom setting this up since she’ll likely be my ride :/