I just fired off my AGDQ 2019 submission and immediately felt a pang of... I don't want to call it regret. Escalation? Catharsis? I'm committed to going now, pretty much.

I mean I still could not, if the run gets declined. Just, this is the first thing I've done to actually action my intent to go. I don't travel well, and I dunno if anyone in the scene even knows/likes me at this point.