Shrimp! Heaven! Now!oh boy here comes the breakdown apparently arrangements were made that i'd come in to work today for someone else's shift but for the life of me i have no memory of agreeing to that and now i'm about to have a panic attack! joy!
like it seems that more than one person was aware of this but i have no memory of agreeing to it or anything like that but i also have zero faith in my memory so i dont know if this was misinformation or i'm just a fucking idiot and im! having! a! bad! time!
like i know i said more than once abt having a 3 day weekend, i do not ever remember saying anything about working today but now im just. i dont know. hahaha. i am not okay!!!
man i sure love how one thing can tank my mood so hard like this
i can't tell if i'm an idiot who forgot or other people decided something without me and i have zero faith in my ability to remember things properly so i guess i just fucked up! yay! i'm gonna go cry for a bit or something like that i dont know but i hate myself