@spanksandsnacks The feels days later are wonderful reminders. I remember the very first time I was #paddled. I was overwhelmed and fled. I totally regretted it. I craved it and wanted more, later. I understand now that the issue was that it was pickup play and not a scene with someone I trusted or even really knew. The lessons along the way that inform how we approach things now. #submissive #masochist #thepath #bdsm