I threw up when I took Trintellix at 4:00 AM EST this morning. I'm off the Vyvanse and Abilify. Oh, and my psychiatrist sucks. A little help here? - Lemmygrad

cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/10459968 [https://lemmygrad.ml/post/10459968] > It is now 2:00 PM and, for the past week, I’ve been neither taking Vyvanse nor Abilify. I haven’t taken Vyvanse for two weeks, in fact. > > I felt good this morning, despite it all, and have been wondering if Vyvanse and Abilify has been negatively affecting me all this time and I just didn’t know it. > > Apparently, and correct me if I’m wrong here, you’re NOT supposed to take both Vyvanse and Abilify together; they do NOT go together. > > Can anyone provide me more information about this? > > I am researching online about this combination, but I have cyber-chondria and so have trouble researching this stuff up on my own (it’s hard to do the research when you have so much fear and what-not). > > How does Vyvanse affect you mood-wise? > > And how about Abilify? > > How about both together? > > I am Autistic with ADHD, probably OCD, and C-PTSD. I am transfem as well, but haven’t done HRT. I also have SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder). I’m 30 years old. > > My psychiatrist is a “pill-pusher” and just gives me whatever medicine I ask for or just what’s popular; I’m in Virginia and we’re known for our bad and corrupt psychiatry and mental health institutions here. > > People on Reddit keep telling me to “trust your pyschiatrist” or “talk to your psychiatrist” but my psychiatrist absolutely sucks. > > I’m trying to ask for a second opinion from other institutions and psychiatrists. > > I’m going through Abilify on Wikipedia and the results that it does on human beings seems abysmal, no offense to anyone here who might take it. > > I just heard from a friend that Abilify made her feel absolutely awful during the time that she took it and even rageful. > > It’s used most often on Autistic people and I’ve been taking it for about 10 or so years; I feel great without it. I realize that the sudden happiness comes from NOT having it at all.

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This is weird, I suppose, but do people sometimes feel they learn NOTHING from YouTube? - Lemmygrad

cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8454832 [https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8454832] > So… > > I’ve watched, over the past few months, dozens of YouTube videos a day it seems so that may have something to do with my “YouTube burnout” (if it is one) but it seems as though YouTube videos especially teach you nothing, certainly not compared to written content or articles or even books. I have the videos on in the background when I’m doing something. I have tried to put more focus to actually, well, consuming the content or media in a way that’s more mindful and where I am edified. Maybe I’m trying too hard, but a lot of what I’m watching seems a bit superfluous or whatever. > > All art or content or products have this problem, to a point, I think, but at times, it seems that videos are either there to sell me something (bad, at least in my case, because I like retail therapy) or maybe “hook me” into something (not necessarily bad, perhaps, as it can be pretty innocuous and even fun, depending on what they’re motivating you to get into, such as a hobby). > > And I have to say: > > I’m starting to see this in documentaries to, to a point. > > I feel like visual media has this problem a lot. > > And yeah, I know it’s a “D’oh!” moment for me because, honestly, of course they’re a bit sparse on details or info compared to, say, books and written text. > > But… > > I feel like I’m not getting stuff out of it? Like, I ask: “What are they hiding? What are they not showing?” > > Am I just paranoid? It’s one thing to contemplate this sometimes, but every time I watch a video now? > > Maybe I am just burnt out on YouTube LMAO!! > > (I will say that one thing I miss are videos that are 2 to 5 to 10 to maybe 20 or 30 minutes long instead of these LONG videos that seem, erm, “useless,” from my point of view.)

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