potential generational divide thing i don't see talked about very often:
doubling their talking volume (for some reason) when they put headphones on. i feel like only old people do this.

#does-this-make-sense #like-they're-listening-to-music-and-you're-not-but-they-are-like-shouting-at-you #girl-why

the great thing about the fediverse is that its like having a tumblr, but twitter users can also see your posts

the terrible thing is that its like having a tumblr, but twitter users can also see your posts

#doesThisMakeSense #themypost

somehow cutting off my hair and not having to always be "THE TRANS WOMAN" is a big worry off my shoulders..

gender isnt a constant thing on anyone's mind as much as it is for those who have had it negatively weaponised against them.

either way, using this baldy phase to explore my femininity from a completely new place and learning to appreciate myself beyond the incredible security that having long hair gave me as a woman in myself and in other people's eyes.

this year i feel that I became the woman I had imagined when i was pre transition at the doctors office; strong, balanced, beautiful, friendly, kind and most importantly, still flawed. pretty soon after, I spun out into absolute chaos and nearly died (i was too dummy to do it right and i got eepy after too many attempts) trying to find a way into society after grinding for the past decade just to keep up with my own best times in life and getting away from the meatgrinder of the society in which i was raised, and am still partaking in.

the loneliness of having no irl friends hits really fucking hard as you ascend™️, especially knowing how much others can see that in you and fail to do anything about it.

thats what the kindness alliance is all about. finally being able to make our lives into art after going through so much bullshit. we should finally get to reap the rewards.

if i imagine the amazing achievements of hard working nd people throughout the ages, i can imagine that an nd utopia exists somewhere (and hopefully we are a space faring civilisation) and I want to find it. and if it doesnt exist, then i want to build it.

i want to uplift people and bring them together, i need to find a way to do that through kindness. i need to connect.

#blog
#doesthismakesense