Too many feelings. Sad to be always way too ill to protest, excited for everyone else doing such a great job and staying safe, disgusted and resigned to all the pain and dreariness of every bodily system I have throwing random errors, grateful for the love and shelter I'm so lucky to have, fear for the future, and a bittersweet realization that I am unlikely to be around for much of it. #TooManyFeelings #overwhelm #FallingApart #emotion #justchatting