It met YD through a group of friends. I didn’t really know who he was, maybe my friends told me and it went over my head. We’d gone out one night, and he happened to just be there as part of the group. I found out later he was the drummer for The Kiddie, a Visual Kei J-rock band with a seriously devoted fanbase.
YD invited me to The Kiddie's final concert at Zepp Tokyo. It was the first concert I’d ever been to in my life, and somehow, I was there as a guest of the band I’d only just heard of.
The show was incredible. I sat in the VIP area watching thousands of fans, many shouting “It is not enough” in Japanese, some openly crying. I was witnessing something that clearly meant the world to everyone around me come to an end. It felt like stumbling into the season finale of a show you’d never seen before.
YD started inviting me to make YouTube videos with the ex-members of The Kiddie. Before I knew it, they were people I saw pretty regularly. Yusa, Yousay, and YD had formed a new band called GUTS AND DEATH, and I got to watch it take shape behind the scenes. Attend concerts, film videos, they were often inviting me out and paying for my food.
I always felt out of place, and I don’t mean in the “i was a foreigner in japan” kind of way. I didn’t make music. I wasn’t in the industry. I had no reason to be there.
I really struggle to put into words just how strange and lucky it all felt. Sometimes I wonder if they ever noticed how much that meant to me.
Location: Tokyo, Japan, 2015
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