F. Zoe BlackheartIF I FIND THAT SON OF A BITCH WHO UPLOADED THAT SCREEN CAP OF THE STANDARD EXAMINER, I WILL END THEM
My name is Cora#RiderPosting
Mormons are a manifestation of the Glitch and no I will not be elaborating at this time.
Mormons are a manifestation of the Glitch and no I will not be elaborating at this time.
So I'm ex-mormon.
And like Mormon thoughts of outer darkness used to scare me. Being Yeeted out of God's light and grace into absolute nothingness.
Then I fell out of reality.
And BOY HOWDY DO I FUCKING MISS ABSOLUTE NOTHINGNESS
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Drinking anything from plastic these days feel like, especially wrong.
I don't know why.
The pandemic rages on around us reader.
You're probably as broken as I am.
Maybe not.
But you have to hold on to something either way.
Some form of hope, some form of love, some form of something.
Something that makes you wake up, eat food, do laundry, and look to tomorrow.
I hope reader you find it.
I hope it burns within you so powerfully your heart sings.
Because I know what it's like to just stop feeling that for even a moment.
Keep fighting.
-Thorisdia
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Shi fell out of reality, shi fell out of a war against reality, and shi died so many times before.
Still, shi wakes up, toasts a bagel and covers it in cream cheese. The world is wrong the voice screams in hir bones.
Shi shrugs.
"But that's okay." Hir voice and heart sing.
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Today in #RiderPosting
Inkweaversys is trying to figure out what flavor of aromantic shi is and it's just only causing hir more stress trying to find a label that fits, and again killing hirself via ink
So I guess a part of my bane that kills me is when I have to fill out a form that ask "What is your race"
I know there is that whole "I choose not to identify" but real talk, fuck that question. Fuck that ink that tries to suffocate me.
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Like, it wouldn't be such a sucky thing if people didn't make race a big deal, and the only reason they made it a big deal was because of colonialism and to protect capital.
But that still puts me at a place in between the cracks of what is considered normal and ergo, I should not exist, or I exist as a thing that is not.
Which, wow! Validation from a shitty situation.
Still fucking sucks.
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So being mixed informs a lot of my Excrucian feels.
I am neither white nor Latine.
I am a white passing Latine.
And that means I'm complicated and "exotic"
Whatever the fuck that means.
And I'll be real with ya'll, it kind of sucks.
And by kind of I mean, a lot.
It sucks a lot.