This is (probably) a metaphor for me vis-à-vis Vesterinen

(to explain: me, a Canadian, pressed up against the metaphorical glass that separates fans from their idols)
#FangirlProblems

I need to write emails and markup a learning resource and pack toy orders ...

But L👀K what just arrived.

#FangirlProblems

"Ilman mua sun päiväs' nousee sittenkin"
[Without me the day still dawns for you]
Acrylic on trading card

I'll never have the privilege of the time and money to follow you everywhere like the others do, but my devotion can't be measured materially. Though I (not-so-)secretly wish that I might someday be rewarded for my loyalty, I know you don't need me and owe me nothing. But I'll be here if you ever want to.

#art #painting #miniature #fangirlproblems